Been away from the blog too long . . . too busy with lesser things, I guess. Life has taken on greater and less clarity all at the same time this year. Clarity about the need to rest in the grace of God’s love, acceptance, forgiveness . . . and power. And fog all too often about my incredible inconsistency, my defensiveness, my need to be right. The two don’t square.
Today is my semiannual PET scan — just a few minutes away, actually. They are not the high point of life for me . . . and one feels more than a bit sheepish about the focus becoming, "Is the cancer back and growing somewhere in there?"
I’m looking for answers. They are not always forthcoming. Faith remains a requirement.